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Anonymous: its been 30 days since i did it last, but i'm so terrified of breaking down and cutting. i've been alone for a long time, almost all of my life, and i tried many ways of venting. Forms of expression; drawing, writing, etc. but they didn't work for me. then two years ago, i developed a terrible relationship with cigarettes and hard drugs. I was 13. Only 13. I was groped and beaten at 11 by those I trusted, and raped a year later. its the only thing I can control. The worst is, im only 16.

oh, god. that sounds terrible. you’re so strong.

and make 30 days, 60 days. then make 60 days, 90 days. and so on. make it a year. 2 years. more. and you shouldn’t feel terrified. think for a second; “is it really worth it? the ugly scars?”.

maybe you should try to talk to someone? i know it’s hard and stuff but you have to try. 

and that sounds really… i can’t even remember a word that contains that much emotion. 

i think you’re strong. you’re 16 and you’ve been through what a 40 year old have. i respect you for being alive this far. i really do. i used to be beaten up when i was a kid, and sometimes i would give up. but i gave life a second chance. you should do that. give it a second chance, see it through new eyes and meet new people. you shouldn’t go around and feel bad or afraid of anything. 

Posted 2 months ago on March 2nd
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