can i be 100% truthful? i hate my body too. but there’s not much i can do. so i work out and eat less. but i eat. i can’t trust anyone either because of the times i’ve been let down. but i’m working on that.

why do you let everyone think you’re their skapegoat? tell them that you hate being that and that they should find another one.

tell me, dear. how old are you? if you’re young, there’s plenty of time for you to move to a place where nobody knows your name or your past and be yourself. if cutting is/was your escape, try to escape from it. try to avoid it. 

and fight. i want you to fight against the self harm. be strong. be confident. don’t go around, thinking of what could happen. make it happen and then think about what could’ve happened. you’re stronger than this.